i hate how things get so complicated and out of hand so quickly, and always out of nothing too. then, even if i was the one upset to begin with by the end of it all i feel like shit for letting it bother me, cuz it ends up upsetting others. i just feel like the number of things that i'm unhappy with out number the things that i am happy about. and if what makes me happy falters, even for a split second, it hurts me more than i know it should. i'm just too damn sensitive to things now. i really hate that about myself. other than becoming some cold heart i dont know how to change it though. i need to find something to do about it though, so i can stop feeling so hurt all the time and stop hurting others as well. its wearing me down and i'm sure them as well.

ooooohhhhhh things need to get better soon.

Hey don't let it bother you whenever you get mad our something bothers you do what i do listen to music our if you can't start singing the lyrics to a song you like (in your head our out loud it doesn't matter), that stuff always makes me happy and keeps me from getting in trouble.
» catatonicloki on 2007-05-04 01:54:11

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